rane air - outreach

—- please read , everyone —– …. i do understand …. this reply is not for debating back and forth … ….. …..this effort is to aide in the purpose of me to have opportunities to clean up my past….. as aggie paul (tx aggie) mentioned above , when he complained of me , it stuck a bad nerve. ……and i have neglected to deal with this for far too long…. this is an effort to amend harms done . i regret that i havent done this sooner . please just help me to address the Specific Events , and Persons harmed within direct dealings with ME .. if you see others complaining of me , or hear of it – please just ask if there are any specifics (let them be entitled to their opinions) , and please let me know …… —– things like this are happening , and it's just not cool with me anymore ( example given from another forum ) : https://www.gatewaytoairguns.org/GTA/index.php?topic=107055.20  ….. this fella was a senior contributor to that forum (silent airman). he told me today that he doesnt go on the forums lately…..while i do understand that expression , i am just not cool with someone having to 'sweat out' something like that … i am needing to do something more than to just 'not participate' in the forums anymore….. i was once VERY addicted to the airgun forums… the forums catapulted me into a global thing. i snuggled in the absolute and total customer satisfaction…..i derived my well-being from all of that….. i've been banned from light colored one about 7 times because of my mouth – and that was before my fall in 2011 and struggles thereafter. it's been a hard fall , yall…. i apologize that it took me so long to get with this. – rane on.