I do get most of my stuff redirected to a post office or a pickup point, some of these companies come to my door really early like 8 in the morning, and at that time most often i have been tossing and turning in my bed for 7 - 8 hours and am in a really bad mood, so bad i dont even want to go the 12 feet to my door in the fear of tearing that poor SOB with a parcel a new one, even if the person is there with new toys i really want.
And when this have gone on for over a decade, and in spite of several attempts to get help from my doctor, well that is not conductive for my good mood. Actually i am currently looking high and low for a fight,,,,, my last encounter though just on words was with a off duty cop,,,,, that tried to intimidate me with his police credentials which did nothing good for my mood, but he did not take a swing at me so the situation did not escalate.
PS: i know violence are no good, and the want for it is also very new to me.