I think I need to go to an AA meeting. (Airgunners Anonymous) Hi. My name is Danny and I'm an Airgunner. I've kept my guns in the safe for 1 day. I am focused on one day at a time. I can't focus on life anymore. All I can think about is tuning my Impact or what will a HUMA do for my old Compatto...I have bad dreams about my Omega tank being empty in the field. I keep trying to find a way to sneek out to Utah and see UA's new shop. Secretly, I sometimes cuddle with my first PCP, a Daystate Wolverine B. I keep thinking about my next spare 2500.00 for a new rifle and wonder where that will come from...My damn phone is set to alert me to any of the big YouTuber's videos. I even pulled to the side of the road and watched Ted's last post! I know I'm not the only one who feels like I've gone over the edge. If I could have just been satisfied with that Walmart spring gun! But no...it lead to the hard stuff and now its hopeless. I visualize a commercial..."This is your brain" and a normal brain is displayed... then an image of a squirrel in the cross hairs comes up with "This is your brain on PCPs! Ahhhhh! I am losing it!!!