egd: "I just don't get all this "tactical" training stuff. WHY? Are you going to war? If all these tactical timmys want to play army why don't they just join the army. It's just plain silly."
Watch the first video where I describe the answer to that very question. It has noting to do with war, confrontations, or joining any kind of military organization at all. That's your mind making that up and taking you in that direction. My videos have nothing to do with either of the things you're suggesting. Here's a hint: In that first video, listen to what I say after, "And, that's what this is all about...."
Why do you shoot at all? (I'm assuming you do since your on a shooting forum)
Why do you sight in your rifle? You could just lob projectiles in the general direction of your target and hope one hits.
Why practice shooting in different conditions?
Why go to competitions and compete against others?
(These are all rhetorical questions to prompt you, and anyone else with a similar attitude, to think on a deeper level since they are all, ultimately, asking the same thing.)
If you're not enjoying the sport of shooting, perhaps it's time to reflect on why you're participating in it, at all (again, assuming that you are). And, if shooting sports brings you to such a negative place so quickly, perhaps you've lost sight of the true enjoyment that it brings to friends, families, and so many individuals on a very personal level, throughout the world.