Some of you know very well that I am usually quite the active member here...
...been so busy with life and trying to just stay above water lately that I've not slung lead in almost or more than a month...I've lost track![Pensive face :pensive: 😔](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f614.png)
Been working my job and turning right around and putting in up to 12hrs on top of that just to make my house livable...which is still far from being done![Expressionless face :expressionless: 😑](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f611.png)
Consequently; my relationships with friends, family, and everyone else have suffered...for that I greatly apologize.
But I can't stop now; however my body is screaming at me to slow down and take a break. I just keep telling myself to keep going because nobody else is gunna step up amd do what I am doing.
life is a short trip; so I am trying/giving my all to get setup and comfy enough to actually take a break....I'm just babbling at this point in time and hoping/wishing that some good vibes and prayers be sent my way. Some pics.of the hell I have to deal.with are below![Melting face :melting_face: 🫠](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1fae0.png)
![Face in clouds :face_in_clouds: 😶🌫️](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f636-1f32b.png)
Roof needs fixed, Hella trash and debris, lawn needs redone, driveway needs redone, needs siding, needs a few windows, heaps of crap need hauled.off, multiple fridges and freezers that got.left full.of food, canned goods from clear back in 1997, newspapers from the 60s through a few years ago...I could go on...![Neutral face :neutral_face: 😐](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f610.png)
I'm struggling...but I am still alive, kicking and screaming against the sands of time. Much love and kudos to those who have actually reached out to me in private.
Sincerely,
Jon (Toast) Swift![Top hat :tophat: 🎩](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f3a9.png)
![Call me hand :call_me: 🤙](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f919.png)
...been so busy with life and trying to just stay above water lately that I've not slung lead in almost or more than a month...I've lost track
![Pensive face :pensive: 😔](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f614.png)
Been working my job and turning right around and putting in up to 12hrs on top of that just to make my house livable...which is still far from being done
![Expressionless face :expressionless: 😑](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f611.png)
Consequently; my relationships with friends, family, and everyone else have suffered...for that I greatly apologize.
But I can't stop now; however my body is screaming at me to slow down and take a break. I just keep telling myself to keep going because nobody else is gunna step up amd do what I am doing.
![Expressionless face :expressionless: 😑](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f611.png)
![Melting face :melting_face: 🫠](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1fae0.png)
![Face in clouds :face_in_clouds: 😶🌫️](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f636-1f32b.png)
Roof needs fixed, Hella trash and debris, lawn needs redone, driveway needs redone, needs siding, needs a few windows, heaps of crap need hauled.off, multiple fridges and freezers that got.left full.of food, canned goods from clear back in 1997, newspapers from the 60s through a few years ago...I could go on...
![Neutral face :neutral_face: 😐](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f610.png)
I'm struggling...but I am still alive, kicking and screaming against the sands of time. Much love and kudos to those who have actually reached out to me in private.
Sincerely,
Jon (Toast) Swift
![Top hat :tophat: 🎩](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f3a9.png)
![Call me hand :call_me: 🤙](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/7.0/png/unicode/64/1f919.png)