I don't know what it is I can't put my finger on it but I can't stop thinking about the airgun world and buying my next gun I have purchased two in the last 3 months Big Bore .357 and have a list of at least 10 guns that I've done the research and need to choose from and when I'm not thinking about that I'm thinking about signing up for a benchrest competition which I absolutely need help finding one for beginners at this point I don't know if it's possible but I'm thinking of just signing up for the next extreme benchrest competition any pointers would be appreciated anyway what's your opinion are you addicted or obsessed